tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-58359901023403734682024-03-19T05:08:49.084-04:00A Reason to Live...Naomi & SadieJillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06163962594434709570noreply@blogger.comBlogger159125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5835990102340373468.post-61377791198707281632012-06-29T22:06:00.000-04:002012-06-29T22:06:24.364-04:00ABC's of MEStole from another BLOGGER! :)
A. Age: 24, HALFWAY TO 50 on August 20th! AH!
B. Bed size: Twin, I am in NEED of a new one!
C. Chore you dislike: Putting away laundry!
D. Dogs: Yes, an annoying ass German Sheperd but I do love him, he's great protection!
E. Essential start to your day: Wish a kiss from Sadie as she wakes me up! <3
F. Favorite colors: pink, white, black
G. Gold or silver: silver
H. Height: 5'1
I. Instruments you play(ed): Viola-NOT the violin
J. Job title: FULL time mama0---process of job hunting!
K. Kids: 2, one in Heaven and one on earth
L. Live: I'm in MIAMI bitch.
M. Mom’s name: Denise.
N. Nicknames: Marish, Jillybean
O. Overnight hospital stays: with both pregnanices
P. Pet peeves: Not putting on turn signals, or turning into the turning lane THEN putting on the signal, people chewing grossly with gum or food, liars.
Q. Quote from a movie: "stables, NOON!" It Takes Two baby. I got SO excited when I saw it on the DVR that my sister recorded. I KNOW that movie like the back of my hand!
R. Righty or lefty: LEFTY.
S. Siblings: too many but three.
T. Time you wake up: 7-8 depends on Sadie
U. Underwear: shorts kind!
V. Vegetables you don’t like: CARROTS.
W. What makes you run late: Sadie?
X. X-rays you’ve had: Teeth and chest and back
Y. Yummy food you make: I don't make food, I need to change that!
Z. Zoo animal you like: SEA OTTERS!!! TOO cuteJillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06163962594434709570noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5835990102340373468.post-82308658635115058582012-06-24T03:32:00.001-04:002012-06-24T03:39:13.555-04:00Call Me Maybe...and that he did!"Hey, I just met you, and this is crazy, but here's my number, so Call Me Maybe?". We all know those catchy lyrics to the hit song Call Me Maybe, right? It is on the Billboard's and has been in the top 10 for quite some time. That song will never get old to me. Carly Rae Jepsen, she made it happen.<br /><br />A couple weeks ago, I would say back in mid March or April I came across an article covering the song and basically it said how that with this song she hopes the lyrics will inspire people to take a risk on love-even though she's not ever had the guts to do it herself. I happened to take a snap shot on my Iphone of the article and I kept it in my phone, where it still is now!<br /><br />I went to this technical school for my medical assisting) and well I started noticing this guy at school I would say around March/April. He would always be walking outside in school like at lunch time or break time sometimes I would see him. Always wore regular school clothes so at that time I wasnt sure if he was in HS there (they have HS too) or if he worked there or what. He would always park across from me in the parking lot, he would get there same time I did so thats how I knew about his car. I always thought to myself that boy is so cute but I thought oh he probably has a girlfriend or whatever the case may be. <br /><br />I even had noticed he works at my local grocery store, I thought maybe its not the same guy but it was! Well I had thought I might try and be brave and do this call me maybe thing. I decided to one day cut a piece of paper and write Call Me Maybe on it with my number and name. Not thinking he might not know that song, haha. One day at school he was walking back and forth as he always did by himself and he was in his jumpsuit (does auto-mechanics I began to find out. He ended up coming and sitting behind our table and I was freaking out. But never said anything, just always would have his headphones in and listening to his music. I had told my few friends at the table that I have that paper (ready to go in my wallet)They told me to do it right then and there but I was scared I was way too chicken to give it to him. Plus I look so different outside of school. No way would he go for me in my scrubs!<br /><br />I told myself next time I see him I have to do it though I didn't want this boy to get away even if it didn't work out, I had NO idea what would happen honestly.. Well it was Thursday (the weekend of Cindo De Mayo). That Thursday night, I ran up to the store for milk for my daughter because I was going to be staying the night at my friends house with her. He happened to be working and was outside pushing carts. I was like OMG, this is my chance. Well I ran in got what I needed then I went to get gas. I quickly made sure he wasn't outside or looking, I took Sadie ran quickly to his car and put that little number on his windshield praying it wouldn't blow away! I kind of wanted to remain a mystery almost. Then I called my best friend to tell her that I did it. Well maybe 15 minutes into the call, I get another call beeping in, I said let me answer I don't know this number-just hang on. Well, guess who it was!?!? DANNY!!!! I was in complete shock. I had NO idea he would call let alone that soon. <br /><br />He said "Hey is this Jill?" I was like Yes...I was nervous! AH! Then well He said "did you put your number on my car?" I said yes...Hes like oh okay cool. Then he was wondering why lol. I briefly told him and asked to make sure that he goes to my school and he said yes. I told him I had noticed him around and thought he was really cute. I guess in my nervousness I forgot to mention HOW I KNOW WHAT CAR HE DRIVES! I think at first he was thinking I was a stalker. But he began asking how do I know what he drives. I explained to him how he would always arrive to school when I did and not many others would be there and he parked across from me. <br /><br />Well he was like cool and he said he couldn't say much back because he didn't know who I was or what I looked like. I told him I was on my way to my friends and he asked if I could send a picture. I said sure. We got off the phone and once I got settled in with my daughter and got her in bed around 10 I sent him a picture that night of me, two. His response "you look really really good" I was happy to hear that. He asked if he could call me after he gets off work I said sure. Well we spoke for a little bit that night and then the next day on Friday we spoke for three hours straight! and then another 2 hours later that day. We have so much in common its a tad scary and he's too funny. Well he ended up saying since we both like the beach we should go and "meet up there". I was like for a FIRST meet up aka date or whatever you wanna call it, that's HUGE for me, esp in a bathing suit. We talked a lot that night before and I kept saying how nervous I was my stomach was in KNOTS! I let him come pick me up Sat (Cindo De Mayo!) for the beach. We both suck at directions so that kind of broke the ice right away made me laugh we didn't know how to get to our local beach! OOPS!<br /><br />The beach was AMAZING. We got there and he made a joke at how wow I really am short. He thought I was taller 5'3 -5'4 from the picture I sent I said no I am 5'1 he didn't believe me on the phone. The water was a tad cold but I managed. Somehow maybe 30 minutes in we locked hands and shortly after he ended up kissing me! I did not expect that, but I surely wanted to right away but I thought NO way can I! It was just truly a wonderful time. He held me in the water because I was just so cold and we chatted and had a great time. <br /><br />Well fast forward to today, things are going great! We are still in the process of "talking" and getting to know each other. I met his parents and he met mine. He has also gotten to meet my little Sadie girl, and we met each others siblings. We have gone out with groups to watch the MIAMI HEAT in the playoffs and things like that, watching movies at the house together. Just taking things slow, for once, I really like him and we have a great time together. Makes mama happy and I can really see something good in this. I am just shocked how all of this has worked out. I have NEVER given my number to a guy before. And it is a cute little story to tell. I remember when I met his mom he put me on the spot for me to tell the story in my words how I met him! Made me blush! <br /><br />Call Me Maybe, and that he did<br /><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/06/24/111.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/06/24/s_111.jpg' border='0' width='400' height='400' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br />Jillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06163962594434709570noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5835990102340373468.post-54087828876277219432012-06-14T05:55:00.001-04:002012-06-14T05:56:39.993-04:00Some say ketchup, I say CATCH UP!!Where do I start? It's been almost two months since I last wrote! Forgive me! Been so busy with school, my little girl, a new boy (yes that story is to come!) and heck just life itself! I have been meaning to blog but life has got the best of me. I will try and sum it up as what's been going on in my life within the last two months!<br />A big event that happened on June 2, I GRADUATED!!!! 10 months flew on by, and I am now a registered medical assistant! Whoop whoop! It was a huge thing for me to accomplish as being a single mother and also because I had left HS in senior year (like an idiot, but hey I wouldn't be here today nor have my sweet Sadie girl) and did not graduate. So being able to walk across the stage with my classmates in a cap and gown was great! Couldn't be happier. I am not stopping there! I would like to go on once Sadie is a little older, to either nursing or as an ultrasound tech! I have found it more interesting since I had a good number of hospital stays with my pregnancies.<br />My best friend and other good friend we went out that night to celebrate. It was a great night, even got a hotel and mama got to enjoy herself! I even was bought drinks by the bartender and random people! My friend made me a sign that said "I did it yah bitches" and on other side "buy me a shot". I wore it! Heck yes I did! And a graduation princess crown! Ha I hate hate hate "princess" crap but I wore it because she got it. Hey, I got drinks out of it, I'll take it! Some thought I got married, I played along with some, some asked where I graduated from, I messed around with them saying Harvard or something outrageous! Def a good good night it was! I deserved it!<br />Other than that, I have been going out with friends and this boy who again I will speak of in the next post! We all been going out a few nights a week to watch the basketball games and semi-finals and now finals! LET'S GO MIAMI HEAT!!!! Any HEAT fans out there?! I have plans tonight with the best friend and another very good friend and this boy to watch the game at my sisters house. I am quite excited! Haven't seen him since Saturday so that I am more excited for I think! 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/>Jillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06163962594434709570noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5835990102340373468.post-92216216479515793142012-04-27T23:48:00.001-04:002012-04-27T23:48:12.786-04:00Happy 3rd Heavenly Birthday Naomi Hope <3This morning at 9:16, three years ago, I was made a mother. I heard the tiniest cats meow and it was coming from my baby girl as she was pulled out of me. And away she went to the NICU. <br /><br />I am one of the lucky ones I like to think. Some were robbed at meeting their sweet babies who were stillborn due to this ugly, ugly disorder, Preeclampsia. Some, I have come to know, had to make that gut wrenching choice to continue or stop treatment. Naomi, lived 35 short days. I spent 11 hours or so each day visiting her, getting updates on her, taking pictures of her, having family and friends come up to see her, changing her, taking her temperature. I was given time with her, I got to meet my daughter. Then she just got very I'll, and she was just too tiny. The infection took over her body, she was oh so perfect, 10 fingers, 10 toes, the cutest nose, beautiful eyes, two ears. Had it all. Just was too premature. <br /><br />28 weeks I carried her for. All along I knew something wasn't right. I just felt it. I acknowledged it with my dr and the swelling early on and here small I was. Just didn't seem right to me. But she wrote it off as normal even tho it wasn't. Not at the stage I was in pregnancy. <br /><br />Not a day that goes by that I don't think of her or miss her or wonder how she'd be today. What would she look like? What would she be doing? What, if any, would the struggles I have raising a preemie? I wish she were here. I wish I could see her. <br /><br />This morning, as tradition, I took Sadie to the beach, ended up meeting with another BLM and I let a balloon go up to Naomi at 9:16. I cried, as I watched it fly away up into the sky. My friend consoled me and we cried together. After all she was told on April 27, two years ago she was going to have a c -section Ag 26 weeks but instead was sent home only to come back hours later and have one the next night. We have become so close due to our similar stories in loss. She's been there for me just as my other close friends have and I can't thank enough. Tomorrow I will be going to her place with a small family get together to celebrate her sons would be 2 yr birthday and Naomi's would be 3 . It is going to be another very emotional Day for both of us. <br /><br />I love you Naomi Hope. Miss you so much and little Sister Sadie loves you too. When mommy would cry she would look at me and say "Emi" all day today. <3<br /><br />Fly high baby girl. <br /><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/04/27/3301.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/04/27/s_3301.jpg' border='0' width='400' height='400' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br />-<br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/04/27/3302.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/04/27/s_3302.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /> <br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/04/27/3303.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/04/27/s_3303.jpg' border='0' width='192' height='256' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/04/27/3304.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/04/27/s_3304.jpg' border='0' width='192' height='256' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/04/27/3305.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/04/27/s_3305.jpg' border='0' width='192' height='256' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/04/27/3306.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/04/27/s_3306.jpg' border='0' width='192' height='256' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/04/27/3307.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/04/27/s_3307.jpg' border='0' width='192' height='256' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/04/27/3308.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/04/27/s_3308.jpg' border='0' width='192' height='256' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/04/27/3309.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/04/27/s_3309.jpg' border='0' width='192' height='256' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/04/27/3310.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/04/27/s_3310.jpg' border='0' width='192' height='256' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/04/27/3311.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/04/27/s_3311.jpg' border='0' width='192' height='256' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/04/27/3312.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/04/27/s_3312.jpg' border='0' width='281' height='210' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/04/27/3313.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/04/27/s_3313.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/04/27/3314.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/04/27/s_3314.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/04/27/3315.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/04/27/s_3315.jpg' border='0' width='400' height='400' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br />Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone<br />Jillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06163962594434709570noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5835990102340373468.post-87602492508230302592012-04-08T22:32:00.001-04:002012-04-08T22:32:31.722-04:00HAPPY EASTER!HAPPY EASTER! I hope all had an EGGCELENT weekend! ;)<br /><br />I am just going to post pictures before I head to bed, I am one tired mama!<br /><br />Saturday we had our family lunch for Easter because both my mom and dad worked today. <br /><br />Sadie did not visit the Easter bunny this year, for my own personal reasons I choose not to. Maybe next year. <br /><br />But he definitely visited her! Grandma and my friend Krystal showered her with lots of fun and yum yums! <br /><br />My friend Holly invited us over today for a hunt for eggs with her niece and one other little boy. 200 eggs for 3 kids! Ha. Sadie enjoyed herself for sure this weekend!<br /><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/04/08/4368.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/04/08/s_4368.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/04/08/4369.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/04/08/s_4369.jpg' border='0' width='400' height='400' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/04/08/4370.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/04/08/s_4370.jpg' border='0' width='400' height='400' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/04/08/4371.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/04/08/s_4371.jpg' border='0' width='400' height='400' 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already?! Please? I swear I just remember getting all dressed up with my blue sparkly dress and silver sparkly heels for NYE 2012. <br /><br />I remember just having my daughters first birthday party. And she is now a year and a half? Time seriously flies times a million. Please slow down. I think it is truer when you have kids, time really does surpass us all.<br /><br />Speaking of time, it's that time again, just about. In about 25 more days (24 tomorrow) 3 years ago at 9:16 in the morning I heard the tiniest cats meow cry coming from my baby as she was being brought out into this world, 12 weeks too soon. I cannot believe she would be three years old. I just cannot. I remember having that feeling a good part of my pregnancy that something wasn't right I just couldn't pin point it out. I kept telling my mom and sure enough I was right. I knew me being so little and barely showing and swelling early on wasn't right. <br /><br />I wish I had known I would be delivering 3 months pre maturely I would have done everything in my power to help her grow or stay pregnant as long as I safely could. But I was already way too sick. Delivery was STAT the morning of April 27th 2009. <br /><br />Time. It feels so long ago that I had and saw my sweet pea yet sometimes it feels like weeks ago. Everytime I pass by the funeral home, which it's on the way to the mall I go often, I just cringe. I vision her In her coffin. I try and tell myself to stop not to remember her or see her like that. But that is the last time I saw her. She was gone. <br /><br />Speaking of time flying by, it's already 10 pm and I am beat. My mind is out and scattered and I feel somewhat emotional and just empty tonight. I think it's time I say goodnight and save my words for another time. I simply miss her and wish I can turn back time. I really simply do just for a moment. <br /><br /><br />- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone<br />Jillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06163962594434709570noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5835990102340373468.post-73349404767517652412012-03-26T13:06:00.001-04:002012-03-26T13:06:13.114-04:00Silly Smiles of Sadie!I simply just love this little girl to pieces. Day after day for personality keeps coming through and she just cracks me up with the things she does. I keep telling her she should go apply at the local nail salon! She just goes about yapping away in her own little language telling me god knows what. She certainly has a mouthful to say. I can only wait until they are full words and sentences! Yesterday she made this funny face and noise with her nose and just waits to see what mommy will do or how I will react. She's a character I tell you. I have a little comedian on hand. <br /><br />I just cannot get over her vocabulary. I have to write a list and get her on video saying all the words she knows. I swear it expands daily. Other day I taught her to say "blue!" . She is one very smart cookie. <br /><br />But also I am seeing more of the "terrific twos shining through" yes I said terrific twos! ;) the other day she did not want to leave the store so she sits down on the floor and then lays down was pulling one of those "I'm not leaving mom". Oh yes you are little girlie. Mommy just picked her up while she kicked and screamed as if I were kidnapping her. Boy she is a handful and some. I always tell others she is like having two kids in one. She is very high Maintenence and constantly needs interaction. She keeps me going from sun up til sun down!<br /><br />We had a good weekend, played outdoors a lot, did errands with Mommy's friend and even had a terrible bang cut thrown in there. Yes Sadie will not let mommy out pins in her hair to clip back get bangs in her face. And her bangs from the first cut grandma did have grown in her eyes. Instead of waiting for grandma to cut them, I took a shot at it on my own. BAD IDEA. But hey don't we all have those bad haircut stories?! ;) I refuse to cut her curly hair just her bangs. Mommy wants her hair to stay!<br /><br />How was your weekend?! :)<br /><br />This one picture of me when I was little hangs up in the garage I HAVE no idea why but anyways I took a picture of it. When I was at Target with my friend and Sadie, she put on sunglasses and I hurried and took my phone out and snapped the best I could befre she yanked them off her face. And I tell you she looks just like mama! What do you think?!<br /><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/03/26/1653.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/03/26/s_1653.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/03/26/1654.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/03/26/s_1654.jpg' border='0' width='400' height='400' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/03/26/1655.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/03/26/s_1655.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/03/26/1656.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/03/26/s_1656.jpg' border='0' width='400' height='400' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/03/26/1657.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/03/26/s_1657.jpg' border='0' width='400' height='400' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/03/26/1660.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/03/26/s_1660.jpg' border='0' width='400' height='400' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/03/26/1661.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/03/26/s_1661.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/03/26/1662.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/03/26/s_1662.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/03/26/1663.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/03/26/s_1663.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/03/26/1665.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/03/26/s_1665.jpg' border='0' width='400' height='400' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/03/26/1666.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/03/26/s_1666.jpg' border='0' width='187' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/03/26/1667.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/03/26/s_1667.jpg' border='0' width='400' height='400' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br />- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone<br />Jillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06163962594434709570noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5835990102340373468.post-16174399516076631232012-03-19T22:28:00.001-04:002012-03-19T22:28:25.776-04:00Life can change in a split second...And I am a first witness to that. Life can change in a split second.-a lot of people take life for granted. You must truly live like there will be no tomorrow. <br /><br />Last night, I knew I should not have watched this episode of Desperate Housewives. I choose to anyway. I knew before that it was going to be quite an emotional episode, the funeral of a main chapters husband. Within the first few minute my eyes welled up with tears and I could be seen wiping them away. Then came the final goodbye, the funeral itself, the music, every bit of it, oh tears we're just streaming down my face. Memories all flooded back to me.<br /><br />Of my own daughters funeral. Vanessa Williams sang Amazing Grace. That song was in Naomi's funeral. Then when Susan was saying goodbye to her husband and just the pain felt so raw again. I pictured my sweet little girl laying there in the tiny coffin. Just tore me apart and the whole time I was wishing my best friend Was sitting with me watching so ER can cry together. <br /><br />Then came the news. I normally do not watch the news but I wanted to see more on this terrible story that I happened to read about on my Facebook feed that must have happened very close to where my friend and I were at the beach Sunday afternoon. This late 20 something year old pregnant woman from MA and her husband were vacationing here in FL near the beach and were leaving soon to go back home. The 27 or so year old woman and husband were expecting their first child, 7 months pregnant. They both decided to use the restroom and this car coming at a fast rate of speed loses control and crashes into the woman's bathroom, killing the mother to be and her unborn child instantly. The father to be was head asking Hy why us? Why me? They were going to go home. I could not imagine being having to go home without your wife and unborn baby back hours on a plane. My heart truly goes out to him and family. Being all emotional from the show, I cried at this.<br /><br />Another story right after that broke my heart even more. I swear this world has no sympathy or heart. A beautiful 5 year old girl was riding her bike when two 18 year olds (who are not legal to drive) hit her. The one brought her to her mother and fled the scene. REALLY?!? Also was seen trying to hide her bike as if nothing happened. The mother drove her injured daughter and met paramedics on the highway and she didn't make it. The news showed her mom finding out the news and it just TORE ME APART. Her other daughter 7 years old was shown on video with tears streaming down her face talking about her sister. Oh both those scenes just brought out the flood gates again. I just wanted to reach out and hug that mom. I wanted to wake up Sadie and hold her.<br /><br />Life can change in an instant. Truly live in the moment, the second, the minute. Tell your loved ones you love them. Give them a hug, be kind. <br /><br />And to top it off, my pain carried on into the next day. I woke up feeling just down and so so sad. Sadie woke up and my dad was in charge to watch her. As I needed to leave for clinical she was hysterically crying and reaching out for me saying "mama" mama and it tore me apart and MADE ME CRY. I wanted to stay home sooooo bad. <br /><br />To top it off, when I arrived home from clinical I was sooooooo excited and anxious to see my little girl and I notice my sisters car is here but they weren't here. So I call her and she says "were at the hospital. Sadie got hurt." I go WHAT?!?!? She said "oh I am just kidding, we are down the street walking". I got SO MAD,, I was about to break down. After all this and especially what I went through YOU DO NOT joke about that. I told my mom tonight and she didn't think it was a big deal. Really?!? Let me see you lose one of us and see how you react to someone joking about another child of yours being hurt. <br /><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/03/19/3216.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/03/19/s_3216.jpg' border='0' width='194' height='259' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br />-<br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/03/19/3217.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/03/19/s_3217.jpg' border='0' width='262' height='192' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/03/19/3218.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/03/19/s_3218.jpg' border='0' width='209' height='241' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/03/19/3219.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/03/19/s_3219.jpg' border='0' width='187' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/03/19/3220.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/03/19/s_3220.jpg' border='0' width='187' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /> <br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/03/19/3221.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/03/19/s_3221.jpg' border='0' width='187' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/03/19/3222.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/03/19/s_3222.jpg' border='0' width='194' height='260' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br />Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone<br />Jillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06163962594434709570noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5835990102340373468.post-68063863313307100282012-03-17T14:59:00.001-04:002012-03-17T15:41:48.088-04:00WILL YOU KISS ME...Will you kiss me even if I am not Irish?<br />Happy St. PADDY's Day aka an excuse for drunks to be "allowed" to drink and drink. <br />What are your plans for the day? So far, I have played outside in the beautiful yet HOT as the dickens sun with my sweets and my nephew and went for a run while she napped.<br />I had plans to go out tonight with a group of friends "bar hopping" as they call it but when I agreed days ago I was NOT thinking..there will be idiots on the road and they most likely will stay out pretty late and I much rather have "my mommy day" on spring break before going back to lame school Monday, spending a couple hours in the sun with my friends with a drink in hand tomorrow! Sounds way better than being hung over the next day. Much rather work on my "tan".<br />This spring break I went to the beach twice with my friend and with Sadie! We had a blast but I would like some ME time to just lounge out and not have to chase after her ;). So my mom said she would watch her for a few hours tomorrow. I am excited!<br />I have priorities and responsiblity and something is telling me to stay put tonight. God forbid anything happened to me, and the thought of never seeing my little girl again, oh I rather stay put!<br />Besides, I have some homework and laundry to do and pictures to organize and tomorrow I can lounge out and enjoy my last day of spring break, and at night watch DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES! <br />I am addicted to Pinterest and I saw these funny pins I thought I would share but does and will NOT pertain to me today or tonight :).<br />Please be safe and enjoy excuse to get drunk and get your party on, have some for me!! <br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/03/17/2025.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/03/17/s_2025.jpg' border='0' width='281' height='34' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/03/17/2026.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/03/17/s_2026.jpg' border='0' width='281' height='33' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/03/17/2132.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/03/17/s_2132.jpg' border='0' width='400' height='400' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/03/17/2027.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/03/17/s_2027.jpg' border='0' width='400' height='400' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/03/17/2172.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/03/17/s_2172.jpg' border='0' width='400' height='400' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/03/17/2173.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/03/17/s_2173.jpg' border='0' width='400' height='400' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/03/17/2028.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/03/17/s_2028.jpg' border='0' width='400' height='400' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/03/17/2029.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/03/17/s_2029.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/03/17/2030.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/03/17/s_2030.jpg' border='0' width='150' height='150' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/03/17/2031.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/03/17/s_2031.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/03/17/2032.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/03/17/s_2032.jpg' border='0' width='281' height='156' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br />-<br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/03/17/2033.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/03/17/s_2033.jpg' border='0' width='200' height='200' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/03/17/2034.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/03/17/s_2034.jpg' border='0' width='281' height='213' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/03/17/2035.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/03/17/s_2035.jpg' border='0' width='281' height='210' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/03/17/2037.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/03/17/s_2037.jpg' border='0' width='211' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/03/17/2038.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/03/17/s_2038.jpg' border='0' width='400' height='400' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/03/17/2039.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/03/17/s_2039.jpg' border='0' width='187' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br />Thought these were all super cute ideas! <br />Btw, the little leprechaun came and visited my house!! Oh my!<br />Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone<br /><br />Jillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06163962594434709570noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5835990102340373468.post-62471224891247533482012-03-16T21:30:00.000-04:002012-03-17T01:07:29.060-04:00A WHOPPING 18.March 16, 2012. <br /><br />A whopping 18 months old that is. How can that be?!? Me oh my, my oh me. I still remember that morning and my dr and some other surgeon possibly yapping away in Spanish while he was working away at cutting me open to deliver my baby girl. I remember I was wondering what they were saying but I know I heard something about my previous delivery with Naomi.<br /><br />I watched the big oh clock and as I felt pressure on my stomach, the clock turned 11:00 on the dot and my baby girl was BORN! I remember hearing a cry, and asking if that were her. I remember someone put her over me all wrapped up in a Blankey and let me see her. I remember her puffy little cheeks, just like ER mama. I for a second thought, is she really mine? I quickly have her little soft cheek a smooch and they took her away. <br /><br />I remember the next day I calling the NICU to see how she was and the person who answered said she will be coming to your room. My mouth dropped. I was going to get to see and have my daughter with me. I was excited, I was scared, I was nervous. Two girls brought her in and handed her to me. I didn't know what to do. And miss queen of children I should. I was in shock I think. Then it was time to feed her. Wasn't ready to nurse but I gave her a bottle and I remember her kind of choking and spitting up. I handed her to my mom I was scared. It all seemed so confusing yet she was my own to take care of.<br /><br />I remember friends and family visiting. I Remember my mom coming after work up to check on us and see how we were. I remember she once came up with my friend Amanda and I was just so. So. So. So. Tired. I cried I was so tired.,I told her I need sleep, she had to tell my friend to come up some other time. I could not keep my eyes open any longer. <br /><br />I remember being in a wheel chair on the day of discharge And it being so surreal. I remember being wheeled out through the hospital with a big ole grin on my face while holding my newborn daughter that I got to TAKE HOME. I remember getting wheeled out to the car. I remember that car ride home. Oh she cried all the way home. Made me nervous. Should have been or maybe was a sign of what's to come, haha. Still is not a fan of car rides to this day ;). <br /><br />And my gosh was it a journey, a very sleep deprived and exciting journey, and it still is. I cannot tell you or explain how much LOVE and JOY little Sadie brings to my heart, my life. She truly makes my world go round. She gives me purpose. Her little face, her smile, get laughter, the silly things she does, it all makes me feel like I am in love, with my daughter. How can someone have so much love for a human being? It is truly possible. She is the definition of LOVE.<br /><br />Today she is 18 months old. She just learned her name 2 days ago. She is more of a climber now. She still of course needs to be entertained every single second, and thats okay! That's her :). She does not sleep through the night still but yesterday slept from 9-6 am! And back to bed til 9:30, I WILL TAKE IT!!! She loves her "mama" as she can't say grandma yet . She loves going for bike tides she loves the outside, she is truly a nature girl at heart. She could work in a nail salon, with the "conversations" she has lately with us. I swear she has these stories or lots to say, it is too cute. Just wish I knew what she was trying to say! <br /><br />This morning we took a mini photo shoot as always in "the chair" and a bike ride around. Thn rushed home to get ready for the beach! We had an awesome time in the sun, sand and ocean! She did a LOT better having toys with her than earlier this week. We went with my friend Krystal from high school. As my spring break comes to an end, I say that day toppled it all. We had a great day of fun sun and laughter!<br /><br />HAPPY 18 MONTHS SWEET SADIE! I LOVE YOU TO THE MOON AND BACK.<br /><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/03/16/3677.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/03/16/s_3677.jpg' border='0' width='187' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/03/16/3678.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/03/16/s_3678.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/03/16/3679.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/03/16/s_3679.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/03/16/3680.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/03/16/s_3680.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/03/16/3681.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/03/16/s_3681.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/03/16/3682.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/03/16/s_3682.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/03/16/3683.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/03/16/s_3683.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/03/16/3684.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/03/16/s_3684.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/03/16/3685.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/03/16/s_3685.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/03/16/3686.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/03/16/s_3686.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br />-<br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/03/16/3687.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/03/16/s_3687.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /> <br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/03/16/3688.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/03/16/s_3688.jpg' border='0' width='281' height='210' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/03/16/3689.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/03/16/s_3689.jpg' border='0' width='281' height='210' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/03/16/3690.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/03/16/s_3690.jpg' border='0' width='400' height='400' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/03/16/3691.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/03/16/s_3691.jpg' border='0' width='400' height='400' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/03/16/3692.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/03/16/s_3692.jpg' border='0' width='187' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/03/16/3693.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/03/16/s_3693.jpg' border='0' width='187' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br />Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone<br />Jillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06163962594434709570noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5835990102340373468.post-56986406511591448842012-02-24T13:59:00.001-05:002012-02-24T13:59:22.899-05:00Randomness and HELLO Friday!Munching on carrots and dip, just finished a few slices of my cut up steak that mama left, and soon to be eating my yogurt cup. All of that equals a healthy lunch, ey?? ;)<br /><br />Yes, my friend from class swears I am a Canadian because I always am saying "ey". Well I am part French Canadian after all my mama is! Anyways, I thought let me quickly blog while Sadie is napping, won't be for much longer. Let me tell you I am already REGRETTING my usual nap time with her. I usually always take a nap with her but I wasn't tired so I thought I would clean the floor and I am just sitting down to eat and it's HIT me. I think coffee is a must later for the day! <br /><br />My bestie works as a Barista so maybe I will go and visit for a free cup of Joe ;). <br /><br />Yesterday I decided to give myself a free day and not go to class. I am doing well and I thought I deserved it. Okay I should have stayed and took my test but I figure I'll study and take Wednesday not get a bad grade. I was browsing Target yesterday morning and I came across these items I wanted :( for me for my getting my fitness and weight loss on but I am Broker than broke. I just had to sigh and walk away. I also found Easter items. Made me sad yet happy. I thought of Naomi, her birthday is coming up. I feel terrible I should be working on the MARCH OF DIMES walk or Preeclampsia walk but with school and all I can't. I think I may just be walking in the preeclampsia walk tho. I think it's in May so I do have some time! I want that to be something special I do every year for Naomi's birthday. Make a team bigger each year and get word out! <br /><br />This morning my sister and I and our little ones went to this in our local area . It was awesome. Boy I wish I was a kid again, heck I was! I had so much fun but not as much as SADIE DID! She loved it! It's an indoor place with bounce houses! She was screaming and laughing and just going crazy! I was worried she wouldn't go on them because just last week we had a birthday party with a teeny bounce house and she wouldn't go in until the kids were out! Silly girl! We had a blast tho and she had been up since 6;30 so I think I got her good and tired out! :)<br /><br />I have a baby shower to attend tomorrow and tomorrow night I am hopefully seeing the Vow with the bestie! Sunday probably another play date with my sister!<br /><br />Hope you all have a fun filled weekend!<br /><br />IT'S FRIDAY !!!! We made it yet to another weekend! <br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/02/24/1746.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/02/24/s_1746.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br />-<br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/02/24/1748.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/02/24/s_1748.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /> <br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/02/24/1749.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/02/24/s_1749.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/02/24/1751.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/02/24/s_1751.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/02/24/1752.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/02/24/s_1752.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/02/24/1754.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/02/24/s_1754.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/02/24/1755.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/02/24/s_1755.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/02/24/1757.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/02/24/s_1757.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/02/24/1758.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/02/24/s_1758.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/02/24/1760.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/02/24/s_1760.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/02/24/1761.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/02/24/s_1761.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/02/24/1763.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/02/24/s_1763.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/02/24/1764.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/02/24/s_1764.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/02/24/1766.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/02/24/s_1766.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/02/24/1767.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/02/24/s_1767.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/02/24/1768.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/02/24/s_1768.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br />Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone<br />Jillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06163962594434709570noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5835990102340373468.post-14894697578994910392012-02-16T22:24:00.001-05:002012-02-16T22:24:39.074-05:0017 months...17 months ago today the shift change of nurses came in and said I was the talk of the morning. The nurse said "I have two things to tell you. One (I can't remember the one part ha) and two sounds like you may be having a baby today". Sure enough my nurse for the day comes in and says the doctor said its baby time!!! Ah. I wont ever forget it. I was excited, scared, happy, nervous, freaking. I immediately texted a BLM friend of mine and told her then I called my mom' she happened to be working on the 4th floor of the hospital I was in! She was able to get her shift covered and came down to be with me and get result to witness the birth of her 2nd granddaughter! <br /><br />My labs were changing, my headache that was quite severe never went away, swelling and increasing blood pressures were more than enough my doctor wasn't taking any more chances! So I was on my way to be prepped and in came grandma and off we went! I remember being so nervous being wheeled in to the OR. I remember it being a small room with bright lights and lots of gowned and gloved people in there. I was sitting on the table ready for my shot and I kept thinking I'm not ready im not ready for this. I was so scared. I remember shaking incontrobably after being laid down. Not sure if was medicine or because I was cold or nervous or what.<br /><br />Then it began and minutes later at 11:00 am exactly my sweet little girl was born! I heard cries and she was brought over to me and I was sort of in a blur was thinking is she mine? I kissed her little cheek and I was on my way to being stitched back together!<br /><br />And here we are today, 17 months later. It feels like just yesterday I was being wheeled out of hospital with this teeny tiny 4 lb 15 oz baby thinking I have a baby to take home. Now what? How will I do all of this? How can I be responsible for such a tiny little life? But sure enough I have made it and am making it. She is my world, my light, the keeps me going each and every day. She continues to amaze me by the things she does and comes up with. She is so very smart and grows prettier every single day.<br /><br />I cannot imagine what life was like without her. SHE COMPLETES ME.<br /><br /><br />17 month old facts:<br /><br />Knows where her head, teeth are as well as her belly button, toes !<br />Learned "cold" today and knows what it is!<br />Starting to eat a bit better and enjoys feeding herself!<br />Loves the outdoors and Finding Nemo "Ishies" .<br />Loves her "mama" aka grandma!<br />Knows eyes and "pee yew" squeezes mamas knows and says it.<br />Knows to tell me she has "POOPIES"<br />Gives random hugs and kisses oh so sweet.<br />Yesterday she said "baby" and kissed my necklace where Naomi is.<br /><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/02/16/3022.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/02/16/s_3022.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/02/16/3023.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/02/16/s_3023.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/02/16/3024.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/02/16/s_3024.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br />- <br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/02/16/3025.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/02/16/s_3025.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br />Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone<br />Jillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06163962594434709570noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5835990102340373468.post-88049729723144052702012-02-13T10:08:00.001-05:002012-02-13T10:08:38.049-05:00Love. Birthdays. Parties. Wedding. GALORE.Love: an intense feeling of deep affection. <br /><br />I love Sadie with all my heart and every fiber of my being and cell in my body. I look into the eyes of her and i cannot get over what a beautiful girl mommy was given. I love her sweet sister who is with us in spirit everywhere we go, Naomi Hope. <br /><br />Tomorrow is Valentine's Day and I am early but I rather be earlier than later. I never cared much for this day even when I had a significant other. I think honestly one day should not be said for a day of love. Everyday should be. The chocolates, the cards, the flowers, I really could care less. I do like the colors tho pinks, purples and reds! I can admit that! :) otherwise its just another money making Holiday if you ask me.<br /><br />Sadie had a fun filled love filled weekend! Saturday she had her friend Mia's birthday party which was quite fun! I have to admit I got testy eyed when I saw them light the THREE on the cake. Naomi would be turning 3 in 2 more months. I honestly cannot believe it. Otherwise the party was a cute little one.<br /><br />Yesterday, my dear friend Holly invited me to my first ever Valentine's Party for the little ones! And HOW CUTE IT WAS! I had a GREAT time. Lots of candy and colors and love in the air with her family and friends! We all decorated their own hearts with stickers, we decorated a heart cookie with frosting and candies! There was plenty of sweets galore! <br /><br />I deemed yesterday as my cheat day and boy I am paying for it last night and this morning. I snacked on valentine colored candy corn, half a brownie, a cake pop (made by her sister who is an AWESOME baker) and some pizza. I am not used to that stuff and it did me in! Do not want to see sweets for a long time! In fact, I am home sick and cannot go to clinicals today :(. Sick with a child is no fun!<br /><br />And guess what else? A surprise WEDDING! Short and oh so sweet! My friends dad married them outside in their backyard with all of her friends and family and I couldn't have been happier to have witnessed it! I cannot be any happier for them! They deserve it! <br /><br />Hope you all had a fun weekend as I did! <br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/02/13/1124.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/02/13/s_1124.jpg' border='0' width='400' height='400' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/02/13/1125.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/02/13/s_1125.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/02/13/1126.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/02/13/s_1126.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br />-<br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/02/13/1127.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/02/13/s_1127.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' 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Powerball drawing. $314 million or whatever it is! I see that dang sign every time on my way home from school. I always hear of these lotto pools winning the big pot! I did some research and they said best thing is to have between 5-15 people in a pool no more no less. The less you have than 5 mise well play by yourself and the more is just not smart because prize value between each lessens. Well I tried asking some, and well two declined. They will be sorry once we come up with the winning ticket tomorrow night :). I have 4 people in my pool. My one friend went in her office pool of 24! Now that's just silly but who knows maybe they will win, that breaks down to like $7.1 million each (heck I'd be happy with that still) when you take cash value in hand which is $191 million.<br /><br />My best friend, her co worker and a good friend of mine we all put $20 each in. Sucks that they made the powerball $2 now but whatever! I have a good feeling about this! <br /><br />After I came out of the store, it had rained some and two rainbows appeared in front of us! I think that's a sign :) <br /><br />Any of you go in a pool?! <br /><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/02/10/2633.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/02/10/s_2633.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/02/10/2634.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/02/10/s_2634.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/02/10/2635.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/02/10/s_2635.jpg' border='0' width='187' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/02/10/2636.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/02/10/s_2636.jpg' border='0' width='187' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/02/10/2637.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/02/10/s_2637.jpg' border='0' width='187' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br />- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone<br />Jillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06163962594434709570noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5835990102340373468.post-49839306379788798822012-02-04T21:03:00.001-05:002012-02-04T21:03:01.991-05:00Working on my FITNESS...I am excited to announce that I am finally going to the GYM! I absolutely Love love love it! About a week ago I saw my friends post on facebook about wanting someone to go with her and split the membership once a month . I replied wish I could but I don't have a job. Well she texted me and said she knows somewhat of my situation and said that I can come with her she wouldn't mind. She needed someone to help motivate her anyways.<br /><br />Let me tell you I have never been so sore in my life! She knows her stuff and worked me HARD. I used to think back when I was 15-16 I can do the treadmill and come out with a hot body...lmao. WRONG WRONG WRONG. I know now that you must mix cardio and weights in. Let me say I never knew there were so many different machines for parts of the body. Totally awesome! I will say this, I HATE doing my arms. I am weak in that area and boy was I in PAIN. <br /><br />I have been doing pretty good eating wise. My mom told me other morning before I left from school "Jill, it looks like you're losing weight". Made me smile.<br /><br />I haven't gone in two days tho because we go when we both can but will be definitely hitting the gym tomorrow morning! Excited I am having withdrawals! I am down 3 lbs already. I am 5'1 and 121.2, now. I would like to weigh 110-115 and tone up! Trim my thighs, arms and get some abs! :) I'd be so proud if I can do it! The cute men are a plus! <br /><br />Will be working out tomorrow while everyone is busy filling their traps hahah during super bowl! So is not my thing! Happy weekend everyone! <br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/02/04/2759.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/02/04/s_2759.jpg' border='0' width='188' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/02/04/2760.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/02/04/s_2760.jpg' border='0' width='281' height='187' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/02/04/2761.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/02/04/s_2761.jpg' border='0' width='196' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/02/04/2762.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/02/04/s_2762.jpg' border='0' width='400' height='400' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br />- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone<br />Jillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06163962594434709570noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5835990102340373468.post-47459581070380528222012-01-28T10:10:00.001-05:002012-01-28T10:10:32.577-05:00All I do is PIN PIN PIN, GOT PINNING ON MY MIND<br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/28/949.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/28/s_949.jpg' border='0' width='187' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/28/950.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/28/s_950.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/28/951.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/28/s_951.jpg' border='0' width='400' height='400' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/28/952.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/28/s_952.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/28/953.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/28/s_953.jpg' border='0' width='400' height='400' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/28/954.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/28/s_954.jpg' border='0' width='187' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/28/955.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/28/s_955.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/28/956.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/28/s_956.jpg' border='0' width='187' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br />- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone<br />Jillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06163962594434709570noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5835990102340373468.post-47157764393675616262012-01-28T10:04:00.001-05:002012-01-28T10:04:11.677-05:00Photo Shoot & Half Day at SKOOLYes, I know I spelt that wrong ^^^. <br /><br />Click, click, say CHEESE! Last week my friend and I took Sadie to a local park and she was kind enough to use her nice camera (one that mama needs) and take snapshots of Sadie and her mama. I noticed I don't have any professional ones lately or nice ones of her and I. She did pretty well for not knowing much!<br /><br />Another happening this past week was that since I've been doing well in school, I let myself have a half day where I knew I wouldn't be missing anything extremely important. So on Wednesday after I took my test a friend and I went to Ft Laudy beach beach. I always here peeps my age talk about this local place at BeacH Place...Fat Tuesday's where they have these frozen drinks mixed with alcohol. I never had one before and since I usually have my hands FULL with Sadie and can't get out often I jumped at the chance and had one. Only thing is, I went for the strongest one called CAT 5 ( aka hurricane category 5). The name itself just says it all. If you had the bottle it was only $6 to fill up but if you didn't (like me) it costs $9 not bad, with $1 if you want extra shot. I totally forgot about the extra shot my friend told me about until the bartender asked im like FUDGE, mise well do it. I drank that bottle pretty quick always do with my drinks, HABIT IN NEED OF BREAKING. Well I started feeling it and I thought I better sober up before I am home bound. I just then started feeling extremely tired.<br /><br />I got home was okay but felt it slightly. All I wanted WAS. MY. BED. Ah. I thought I have 5 more hours until Sadie goes down-didn't think I'd make it.<br /><br />I put her to bed and I went in about 8:40 and PASSED THE HECK OUT! I woke up at 4 am because she woke up. I tell you I never slept so good in so long and of interruptted sleep. I needed that!<br /><br />Nothing too exciting happening this weekend. Was supposed to go to the beach yesterday with my bestie and Sadie but weather wasn't too great. Today was supposed to go to a carnival that my friends dad and mom wrote our name in WITHOUT ASKING. Very sweet of them to think of Sadie and I but what if I had plans? Thing is, it's a customer appreciation thing for her dads work and it's in WESTPALM BEACH (45 minutes from here). I know my daughter. She is not a car person just locally around here. Also I don't have a car right now working to take it up there and I would have to ride up with my friend. I can VISION IT ALL NOW. It would be a hell of a ride up there and she wouldn't last but 1-2 hours just like my local church carnival here and that's the last I wanna do is cause my friend to have to leave. It's from 12-7 and I just don't see Sadie lasting. My friend is upset. Not mad. I just feel bad but if I had a working car, would be no problem because I could leave when needed. <br /><br />Rest of weekend, have nephew a couple hours today, I'm exhausted thinking of it! Haha! My sister will be helping watch Sadie on Monday when I start clinicals! YIKES! So I'll help a few hours today by watching her son. I asked my best friend to come over if she wants since shes off and hang out. So I am hoping she will come and help! Hah<br /><br />Oh! I forgot! My Sadie girl got her bangs cut (no hair cut tho I love her curls!) I asked my mom to cut her bangs because they were in her eyes and she never keeps things in her hair to keep it up! <br /><br />Hope all have a great weekend! Working on a special fitness-exercise-diet post later today so look OUT! <br /><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/28/917.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/28/s_917.jpg' border='0' width='188' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/28/918.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/28/s_918.jpg' border='0' width='188' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/28/919.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/28/s_919.jpg' border='0' width='188' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/28/920.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/28/s_920.jpg' border='0' width='281' height='188' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/28/921.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/28/s_921.jpg' border='0' width='188' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/28/922.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/28/s_922.jpg' border='0' width='188' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/28/923.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/28/s_923.jpg' border='0' width='400' height='400' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/28/924.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/28/s_924.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/28/925.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/28/s_925.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/28/926.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/28/s_926.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/28/927.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/28/s_927.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/28/928.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/28/s_928.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/28/929.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/28/s_929.jpg' border='0' width='400' height='400' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/28/930.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/28/s_930.jpg' border='0' width='281' height='210' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/28/931.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/28/s_931.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/28/932.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/28/s_932.jpg' border='0' width='400' height='400' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/28/933.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/28/s_933.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/28/934.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/28/s_934.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br />- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone<br />Jillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06163962594434709570noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5835990102340373468.post-64004424712198858022012-01-22T22:17:00.001-05:002012-01-22T22:17:25.348-05:00Weekend Round Up & Then some!How was your weekend? Do anything fun? learn something new? I must say I had a good weekend. Lots of time and play with little Sadie. Tomorrow is Monday and I have yet to do any homework or studying! YIKES! Must get off this social media aka (Facebook, blogger land, Instagram, PINTEREST, twitter) everything! And buckle on down! <br /><br />I found some SUPER cute pinterest ideas I must share with you!<br /><br />Also my friend has one of those awesome cameras and is learning to use it, we took Sadie out this weekend to the park and got some shots of her and I! Next week I would LOVE beach shots. I also asked friends if they would want to help doll mama up and take shoots of just me and then just Sadie and I! Super soles about that!<br /><br />So much to do in so little time! I have a mile high list it never ends and just keeps getting bigger! <br /><br />Any of you watch Desperate Housewives?! What an episode! Jaw-dropping as usual ! Can't wait for next weeks! I wish it didn't come to an end! <br /><br />A cute little fact this weekend, I put Sadie down for a nap and I blew a kiss to her and she took out her binky and blew one right back. Gosh I love her like whoa!<br /><br />Forgot to mention, over the weekend, I went out to watch the Heat game at a fact restaurant also had the heat playing. I had a few drinks and stayed well with my salad. I think the mixture of the drinks and salad made me sick. My bestie wanted me to have a bite of that cake but I absolutely couldn't! I had some before so I know what it tastes like. Ha. <br /><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/22/3260.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/22/s_3260.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/22/3261.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/22/s_3261.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/22/3262.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/22/s_3262.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/22/3263.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/22/s_3263.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/22/3264.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/22/s_3264.jpg' border='0' width='237' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/22/3265.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/22/s_3265.jpg' border='0' width='187' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/22/3266.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/22/s_3266.jpg' border='0' width='187' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/22/3267.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/22/s_3267.jpg' border='0' width='400' height='400' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/22/3268.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/22/s_3268.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/22/3269.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/22/s_3269.jpg' border='0' width='187' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/22/3270.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/22/s_3270.jpg' border='0' width='187' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/22/3271.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/22/s_3271.jpg' border='0' width='188' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/22/3272.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/22/s_3272.jpg' border='0' width='188' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/22/3273.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/22/s_3273.jpg' border='0' width='188' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/22/3274.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/22/s_3274.jpg' border='0' width='188' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br />- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone<br />Jillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06163962594434709570noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5835990102340373468.post-51047030616881408872012-01-13T16:30:00.001-05:002012-01-13T16:30:32.716-05:00Freaky Friday Fun FactsDid you know that fear of the number thirteen is called Triskaidekaphobia?? Well it is indeed! <br /><br />Fear of Friday the 13th? Friggatriskaidekaphoboia. Try and say that! <br /><br />I am obsessed with social media. Facebook, blogger, Instagram, twitter, Pinterest, you name it. Starting to interfere with my life. Yours?<br /><br />I take at least one daily photo of Sadie. Times 100? <br /><br />I have started to make daily smoothies. I find recipes and I always had 2 spoonfuls of honey. Try it! Getting my nutrients and vitamins in! <br /><br />I love Dr Oz and The Doctors . Love health news in general. Hence maybe why I am in the health field in school? <br /><br />I used to have the biggest sweet tooth but I haven't really had cravings anymore for sweets. Totally awesome I must say for my waistline. <br /><br />I have 5 tattoos and want one more. I think! :)<br /><br />I talk a lot...to myself. I mumble a lot. Bad habit I know. <br /><br />I do not like football. Don't think I will ever. I am a MIAMI HEAT fan tho.<br /><br />I sometimes want to be phone less. I hate being glued to my phone all the time.<br /><br />I write poems and am pretty good at it. <br /><br />I like to dance...and drunk dancing is the best! <br /><br />Never was a "club goer" but I have found a place here that I like a lot and feel like I can dance after 2-3 ladies drink free! I start to dance in circles that's how I know. Ha.<br /><br />I like rap, hip hop, pop, 90's. Not really a fan on country like 95 percent of the town I live in is. <br /><br />Love Ellen. Who doesn't? <br /><br />Love to run, rollerblade, and walk. Need to get back to it. <br /><br />I am double jointed in my hands, pretty freaky I know. People are grossed out with it. <br /><br />I love turkey and cheese sandwiches on wheat bread with a honey mustard dressing. <br /><br />Laughing to me is truely the best medicine. <br /><br />Swore I would never wear glasses have always been an avid contact lens wearer. Now I love my glasses and I think I look horrible without them. <br /><br />I miss being pregnant minus the scares. I miss my belly and the movement. <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/13/1907.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/13/s_1907.jpg' border='0' width='187' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/13/1908.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/13/s_1908.jpg' border='0' width='187' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/13/1909.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/13/s_1909.jpg' border='0' width='187' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/13/1910.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/13/s_1910.jpg' border='0' width='187' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/13/1911.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/13/s_1911.jpg' border='0' width='187' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/13/1912.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/13/s_1912.jpg' border='0' width='187' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/13/1913.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/13/s_1913.jpg' border='0' width='187' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/13/1914.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/13/s_1914.jpg' border='0' width='400' height='400' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/13/1915.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/13/s_1915.jpg' border='0' width='400' height='400' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br />- <br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/13/1916.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/13/s_1916.jpg' border='0' width='281' height='210' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br />Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone<br />Jillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06163962594434709570noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5835990102340373468.post-53494064505178675142012-01-06T10:40:00.002-05:002012-01-16T15:38:05.745-05:00Tat -tat tat it UP!Ink, I has it' --Tattoos are stories on your skin--Ladies don't get tattoos, hot chicks do--I'll never forget the day my younger rebellious sister and I were hanging out in my room in the summer of July when I was 17, month away from being legal for certain things! My sister just randomly said "hey Jill let's go get a tattoo". I looked at her as if she were crazy but I guess I went along with the idea. We hopped on the bus to take us downtown towards the beach. Took us a while but we made it. We go into this little shop by the beach and I had no idea what I wanted. Can't remember how I picked it. I want to guess I was flipping through and picked it: a pink stencil stamp like butterfly. I wasn't 18 but I was a month away I am guessing that's why they let me slide. Have my ID and that was that, I got a tat! I don't remember the pain to tell you the truth!So that was my first one! I believe my 2nd one was the shooting stars tattoo on my stomach. That one is eh, okay. I would if I could get it removed now. That was probably a year or so later. Then came the butterfly on my right foot. That was painful but doable ! I LOVED it! And still do. I would say that's my 2nd favorite. The colors are beautiful and still good 3 years later! The 4th one was out of the blue like they all were and really have no true meaning to them. My friend originally wanted this one but decided no because she lived with her grandma at the time and was of age but thought otherwise. So I like the smart one I am "not really," thought OH I WANT IT THEN! Which was an outline of a pink star on my right hand. I will tell you that little sucker out of all FIVE of my tattoos hurt the worst. Don't know why, possibly the spot. The tattoo artist even asked me the reasoning behind the star I wanted. SO SHOULD HAVE took that and decided not. But too late I did it. To this day people think its a "club stamp" or drawn on! I always say I would laser it off IF I had the money and the "gonands" go to speak. If this hurt like a SOB to get on I couldn't imagine what it would feel like I get off. So Forget that! For my 21st birthday present from my parents, there was a tattoo convention that my mom brought me too, yeah MY MOM. LOL. My dad had always thought my first "tramp stamp" tat was horribly done. They asked if I would want a cover up. So we went and it was neat to see something like that. I didn't think I would be able to get anything done that day because how busy it was. This one guy happened to be not busy and we looked at his work. I fell in love with this paticular one, a flower and a butterfly . I told my mom I wanted it. He kept suggesting to look at other ideas if I wanted. But I didn't. I LOVED THAT PARTICULAR one. So I sat up and had a smile on my face the whole time. People came by and said how good it looked. I got my first ever one covered up by that! Awesome birthday gift! It hurt but was worth it.Last but not least for now, is my daughter's tattoo. I knew I wanted a tattoo of my child's name on me. I got the idea from my best friend of the location and writing style I wanted. I got it shortly after I had her. I had no idea she would pass away 35 days later. About a month or so after she passed, I got her tiny footprints under neath her name and birthday. I do not have the memorial date she passed away, didn't want it but I think I will add to it one of these days just don't know what quite yet..and eventually get her sisters name Sadie on the other side. Connect them someway I would love.I got this idea to blog no other then Raven's blog, amommasdesiresandpacifiers.com!<br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/06/917.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/06/s_917.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/06/918.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/06/s_918.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/06/919.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/06/s_919.jpg' border='0' width='281' height='210' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/06/920.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/06/s_920.jpg' border='0' width='281' height='211' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br />- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone<br /><br /><br /><center><a href="http://www.amommasdesiresandpacifiers.com/" target="_blank"><img alt="A Mommas Desires and Pacifiers" src="http://i43.photobucket.com/albums/e379/raven123smith123/newstuff/tattoo2-1.jpg"/></a></center>Jillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06163962594434709570noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5835990102340373468.post-65375236570593705272012-01-01T12:21:00.001-05:002012-01-01T12:21:56.949-05:00Hanging Over onto the New Year...New Years Resolution: Right now, I want to say never drink again. I don't want to see that A word or smell it or even talk about it. But let's be realistic here. I'm sure I will drink again but I am for SURE retiring those things called long islands. I wonder why or how they named it that. I sure don't feel like I am on an "island" now. I am suffering from a beyond terrible hang over. After 2 blue long islands, and a "shock treatment" I think it gets worse before it gets better. I surely went out with a bang! <br /><br />My best friend Bonnie and her coworker that I have came to know well, we all went out to Hard Rock where the famous Anna Nicole Smith happened to be found passed away at. Anyways, we arrived about 11 and walked around and bar hopped. We ended up sitting at Blue Plate where we had went last year. I told my bestie we should give Alex a kiss on the cheek when the ball drops! He was surprised and liked that a bit! <br /><br />Gambled my first time at the slots and I lost my $10. Ha! It was fun I guess. Don't know how people can sit there for hours on end. <br /><br />So my new years attire...I wanted sparkles! And I surely got it! Loved it! I used my gift cards I got from Christmas! And then I ran into a shoe store as well with Sadie (might I add she did quite well shopping yesterday last minute with mama I was quite proud!) . I quickly asked someone what shows they think would go well with my dress. This woman suggested these very sparkly and glittery heels. I was unsure but I trusted her! Tried one on quick and got them and left! Well when I put them on at home I gasped! I thought I am going to break a leg or an ankle in these! I have never owned such a hair pair nor sparkle ones! After being dressed up, my 16 year old sister saw me and she laughed and was seemed so shocked how I looked! Said I looked so good. Made me smile! I never take time on my "mom" days to glam up or do my hair or makeup much so I was happy to feel pretty! <br /><br /> My mom saw me dressed up when she came home from work told me they make my legs look longer and said I am toned in my calves as well. Made me smile :) yet I was worried shed be visiting me at her work, IE me in a hospital room with an injury ha. But surprise I made it!! No broken anything Horray! I did quite well in them! Had to take off towards end of the night tho!<br /><br />I also dyed my own hair first time last night before going out. My dad said it may be too dark and I won't like it. I gave it a whirl. I thought what have I done its too dark! But quickly I grew to LOVE it! I think I look better with dark hair than lighter hair! What do you think?! <br /><br />For this new year, I am excited! I will be doing my clinicals this month at school and in June graduating medical assisting and FINALLY getting a job! I have not worked in the last 2.5 years and I hate not having money! I am so anxious to work and start saving so I can work on getting my bootay out of here! I see a lot of good things in store for 2012! As far as New Years resolutions, I know it's cliche to say, but I honestly want to make a habit as like brushing my teeth to workout every day even if it's 10 minutes. Hey, it's better doing something than nothing! I also want to do more with Sadie, teach her things and be the best mama I can be! I want to work on my relationships with my family members and continue to do well in school! What are yours?<br /><br />I will leave you with pictures from last night and this morning, THE DAY AFTER! Oh no' ha! I am off to nap since my little one is down! I pray I feel a tad better after! <br /><br />HAPPY 2012!<br /><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/01/1417.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/01/s_1417.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/01/1418.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/01/s_1418.jpg' border='0' width='128' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/01/1419.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/01/s_1419.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/01/1420.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/01/s_1420.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/01/1421.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/01/s_1421.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/01/1422.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/01/s_1422.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br />-<br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/01/1423.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/01/s_1423.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/01/1424.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/01/s_1424.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=12/01/01/1425.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/12/01/01/s_1425.jpg' border='0' width='400' height='400' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /> Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone<br />Jillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06163962594434709570noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5835990102340373468.post-5313882799833928162011-12-25T20:55:00.001-05:002011-12-25T20:55:20.272-05:00Merry Christmas!Hope all had a wonderful Christmas.<br /><br />I can say it was good, the morning wasn't so hot, but it ended on a good note. Sadie got a few cute outfits, a puzzle, two Disney princess cups (and let me tell you I have never liked the word process, will never call Sadie that I don't think. Just never liked it for some reason). But I do like the Cinderella and Belle princesses and things. I call her sweetheart and things like that! She also got the cuter Minnie mouse mini play laptop from my neighbor. So darn cute! She got construction paper and paints! Want to start doing arts and crafts with her! <br /><br />I got cash from my parents which they truely shouldnt have, and couple gift cards. Also running shorts and a top-ummm, is that not a sign from my mother I need to start running again?!? Haha. I think I will beginning tomorrow! But the hardest thing is always Geting started! <br /><br />Around 3-7 we went to my sisters husbands parents house for a Family get together. Was nice because our extended family is up north and we can't do that. They had awesome foods and the babies had a great time! They all loved Sadie and couldn't get over her. This one woman said "she has something about her. Her little dainty personality. She's so cute. Yes babies are but she is just something." I thought that is so sweet! I get so many compliments on her it just warns my heart! Just wish she wouldn't give such a fight about wearing her dress :( I didn't force it on her she would have looked so pretty but always does in anything!<br /><br />I will leave you with a few pictures of the day and night!<br /><br />Merry Christmas!<br /><br />Now the countdown begins to the NEW YEAR! 5 more days! Let's make the best of it! <br /><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=11/12/25/3018.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/11/12/25/s_3018.jpg' border='0' width='187' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=11/12/25/3019.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/11/12/25/s_3019.jpg' border='0' width='187' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=11/12/25/3020.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/11/12/25/s_3020.jpg' border='0' width='187' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br />-<br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=11/12/25/3021.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/11/12/25/s_3021.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=11/12/25/3022.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/11/12/25/s_3022.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=11/12/25/3023.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/11/12/25/s_3023.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=11/12/25/3024.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/11/12/25/s_3024.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=11/12/25/3025.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/11/12/25/s_3025.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=11/12/25/3026.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/11/12/25/s_3026.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=11/12/25/3027.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/11/12/25/s_3027.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=11/12/25/3028.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/11/12/25/s_3028.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=11/12/25/3029.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/11/12/25/s_3029.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=11/12/25/3030.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/11/12/25/s_3030.jpg' border='0' width='400' height='400' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=11/12/25/3031.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/11/12/25/s_3031.jpg' border='0' width='187' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=11/12/25/3032.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/11/12/25/s_3032.jpg' border='0' width='187' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=11/12/25/3033.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/11/12/25/s_3033.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /> Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone<br />Jillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06163962594434709570noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5835990102340373468.post-3557356237273258982011-12-24T11:39:00.001-05:002011-12-24T11:39:08.478-05:00Is it REALLY Christmas Eve?!?I honestly can't believe how fast the year has flew on by! People aren't lying when they say once you have kids, time really flies!<br /><br />Been lost on the blog front. Between the holidays and being busy with miss Sadie girl, its been on my 101 things to do list. I just kept pushing it back! But I do enjoying blogging! I do log on almost every day and read blogs! Just don't post my own! I think I am ready for a blog makeover for the new year! Just have NO clue how to do it. Any helpers or suggestions?! :) would be greatly appreciated!<br /><br />I've been having a REALLY tough time these last few days with the holidays being around. Broke out into a huge cry the other night, missing Naomi. The pain felt like the first few weeks and months after I lost her. It's beyond heart wrenching. Sounds like how the Grinch cries in How the grinch stole Christmas. (I hear it in the background now, just terrible pain). My BLM friend sent a beautiful ornament down for me thought of Naomi because of the Hope on it and butterfly in it. I really have truely amazing friends, I feel a stronger connection with them than my IRL friends. I truely do. I wish we never had to share it. I know she is certainly around been giving me lots of signs. The other day I donated plasma (45 minute thing) and the night before that I asked Naomi to show me a sign she's around or come see me in a dream (I still have yet to have one of her). And well after leaving the blood donation center, two butterflies two yellow ones danced ever so happily in front of my car as I was leaving. I knew that was her. The holidays are ROUGH. <br /><br />I went to a dear BLM friends nieces party a week ago. Beautiful themed-sleeping beauty! I will post some pctures of that! I also went to an awesome light show between two houses. The two houses joined together and there was music and the lights would go with the music. Truely AMAZING! Sadie loved it! Everyone loved her! <br /><br />I am also working on a cute book idea I found on PINTEREST for Sadie. It's the ABC's but with heron it. I'm almost done with all the letters! Can't wait to put it together! Example..a is for apple, I have a picture of her holding an apple, B is for bear, and so on! Wanted it to be done by tomorrow aka Christmas but not going to happen! <br /><br />We also made this morning handprint ornaments for my mom from Sadie. Recipe found VIA PINTEREST! What else?! :) fun to make! My new years resolution is well I have two: to STOP with excuses of not exercising and to try my best to eat well and exercise (notice I didn't say diet, trying to be reasonable) and two to do a couple Pinterest projects with Sadie a month! And for mama as well! Love hate relationship right there!<br /><br />Anyways I will leave a few pictures of what's been going on. I am going to try and come up with a cute post tonight for "TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS..." stay tuned!<br /><br />MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE AND HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO ALL! <br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=11/12/24/1220.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/11/12/24/s_1220.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=11/12/24/1221.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/11/12/24/s_1221.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=11/12/24/1222.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/11/12/24/s_1222.jpg' border='0' width='187' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=11/12/24/1223.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/11/12/24/s_1223.jpg' border='0' width='400' height='400' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=11/12/24/1224.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/11/12/24/s_1224.jpg' border='0' width='400' height='400' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=11/12/24/1225.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/11/12/24/s_1225.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=11/12/24/1226.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/11/12/24/s_1226.jpg' border='0' width='400' height='400' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=11/12/24/1227.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/11/12/24/s_1227.jpg' border='0' width='400' height='400' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=11/12/24/1228.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/11/12/24/s_1228.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=11/12/24/1229.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/11/12/24/s_1229.jpg' border='0' width='281' height='210' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=11/12/24/1230.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/11/12/24/s_1230.jpg' border='0' width='400' height='400' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=11/12/24/1231.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/11/12/24/s_1231.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=11/12/24/1232.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/11/12/24/s_1232.jpg' border='0' width='281' height='210' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br />I absolutely LOVE Sadie's picture with Santa! It is too cute! She did surprisingly well ! I took her to the hospital where she was born just like last year! Might make it a tradition. <br /><br />Attended my first ugly Christmas party! Tummies galore! <br /><br />- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone<br />Jillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06163962594434709570noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5835990102340373468.post-73982337755694703152011-12-12T13:50:00.001-05:002011-12-12T13:50:05.323-05:00Do you smell the upsexy?Want a GOOD laugh? Who doesn't like laughter? An awesome blog friend of mine I follow, I came across a hilarious thing she posted. So I just HAD to try it. You can find her <a target="_blank" href="amommasdesiresandpacifiers.com">Beautiful Raven Doll</a><br /><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=11/12/12/1690.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/11/12/12/s_1690.jpg' border='0' width='187' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=11/12/12/1691.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/11/12/12/s_1691.jpg' border='0' width='187' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=11/12/12/1692.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/11/12/12/s_1692.jpg' border='0' width='187' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=11/12/12/1693.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/11/12/12/s_1693.jpg' border='0' width='187' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=11/12/12/1694.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/11/12/12/s_1694.jpg' border='0' width='187' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=11/12/12/1695.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/11/12/12/s_1695.jpg' border='0' width='187' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=11/12/12/1696.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/11/12/12/s_1696.jpg' border='0' width='187' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=11/12/12/1697.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/11/12/12/s_1697.jpg' border='0' width='187' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=11/12/12/1698.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/11/12/12/s_1698.jpg' border='0' width='187' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br />-<br /> Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone<br />Jillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06163962594434709570noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5835990102340373468.post-84090720634899016402011-12-12T09:16:00.002-05:002011-12-12T09:18:31.872-05:00Glitz and Glam Gift Blog swap!So I participated in my first ever blog swap gift exchange. This just wasn't any gift exchange...it was filled with GLITZ AND GLAMOUR! What girl does not like sparkles and shine?!?! <br /><br />These were the hosts of the lovely Glitz and Glam gift exchange! Love them BOTH! Two beauties!<br />http://thebargainblonde.blogspot.com/<br />http://www.amommasdesiresandpacifiers.com/<br /><br />I was paired up with the lovely and oh so pregnant Allie aka mommy gator over at www.tableformoreblog.com! <br /><br />She sent me an absolute MUST of every girl. NAIL POLISH, EYE SHADOW KIT, AND POWDER! I absolutely LOVED it! I have a small collection of nail polish and I always see my bestie painting her nails all the time, she most recently got me into wanting to do it all the time as well! So I got so excited just to see nail polish! <br /><br />I went to the jingle ball concert Saturday night (it's a local radio concert thrown here every December for the holidays!) and I just wanted to wear something sparkly so with my new painted nails, this mama looked HOT ;) <br /><br />So thank you VERY much Allie! Please forgive me your gift was late shipping out so you should get it within a day or two! Xoxox<br /><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=11/12/12/748.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/11/12/12/s_748.jpg' border='0' width='281' height='210' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br />-<br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=11/12/12/749.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/11/12/12/s_749.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=11/12/12/750.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/11/12/12/s_750.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /> Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone<br />Jillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06163962594434709570noreply@blogger.com7