Thursday, June 23, 2011

Tick Tock, the clock don't stop!

Where oh where have I been you ask!? Well let me tell you!

Bullets. I shall do bullets. I've been meaning to blog, but just keep saying the famous "tomorrow I swear I will do it". And well 10 tomorrows later, here we are!

* two weeks severe nausea, and NO I am NOT pregnant people. Two weeks ago On a Tuesday, I went out with some friends to watch the Heat game playoffs. I had a couple drinks and 3 jello shots. Woke up Wednesday morning thinking, lovely, a hangover. But I was wrong. I was severely nauseated for two whole weeks. Could not eat or drink a thing. Lost ten lbs tho! I had wanted to lose 15 lbs but not in that manor! I went to my dr and she even goes "last menstrual cycle ?" I LAUGHED. I said dr, I know for a FACT I am not pregnant. It takes two lady and I have NOT been sexually active for a LONG time. So she said prevacid. I didn't take it because I did not have heartburn. I went back to get my last shot for school and told her it's still there. She wrote prescription for a gallbladder ultrasound due to me having some pains as well. I ended up going to the ER on Saturday morning. I decided I would rather have a full workup done. They drew blood and urine test. They said I was dehydrated. No duh. But that was not my problem. They let me go with anti nausea meds. Thankfully I feel better after two whole weeks but I am still a slight nauseated and food still doesn't appeal to me. It's very odd. I did make an apt with a gastro for the 29th. So we hall see!

* My sweet Sadie officially has her first cold/cough. She woke up with it on the official day of summer, June 21. My poor little baby! The first few days were difficult, feeling like I was back in newborn days. She barely slept, I barely slept but I know as a kid and still as an adult, colds are the WORST. call me a baby when I get one! I pray this leaves her soon! I think I did very well from keeping her from getting sick for 9 months! Don't you?! Today was first day she napped without being interrupted by a stuffy nose! Mama was able to nap too. Felt great!

* Casey Anthony. Heard of her? This "mother" is accused of murdering her 2 yr old daughter, Caylee back in 2008. The case is in Orlando. Opening day was about a month ago almost. I remember living with my ex at the time when the search was made to find this sweet little girl. All of the evidence points to her mother being guilty. It just makes me SICK and full of so much anger. I have been keeping up with this case every day and even downloaded an app on my phone. I really pray this "mother" gets justice. She deserves to ROT in prison. Yes, it is a death penalty case but I would rather see her live in prison. If you want more details, court is on everyday Monday to Friday 9 am to 5 pm. On truTV. old court tv station. Changes to HLN at 3. RIP sweet Caylee.

* Last but not least, my lover boy! Ha. Well, not mine yet but the guy I have been seeing and talking to lately, I am starting to like him more and more BUT, taking it very slowly. The other day he came by for two hrs to hangout with Sadie and I. He usually comes by for 5/10 minutes before work or after gym, to say hi and is off. But this time, he stayed and chatted . I had a great time and I hope it stays this way! Sadie definitely likes him and it makes me smile to see him interact with her! I just do not want my heart broken. And it's not me this time. We are a pair, Sadie and I , so it's us, or nothing!

Looking forward to a good weekend!

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Saturday, June 11, 2011

It's been awhile!

I know, I know! I am usually always updating my blog and all! I went MIA for a few weeks. I think I needed! I think I shall backtrack and fill you all in on whats been HAPPENIN!

Well, I had wanted to blog about this day but then I didn't. Made me sad. June 1, marked 2 years since my sweet Naomi passed away. The night before, I made cupcakes suggested by a BLM friend who I am pretty close with, to bring to NICU nurses. My best friend came with Sadie and I to deliver the cupcakes that afternoon. I am so very glad she did because it would have been a LOT harder walking into that hospital on my own. I gave a hug to the head nicu director and she let me say hi to the nurses who were in the back having lunch. They admired Sadie. And explained to some of the nurses "remember Naomi, she was in the back along that wall?". And gosh, I could PICTURE always walking in straight to her. I didnt look at any other baby but her. It was a quick stay and then we left. The smell and elevators I will never forget. Just was sad going back to the same hospital on the same day two years ago. Only difference was that it was sunny and beautiful this time. Last time, it was pouring rain. Ill never forget, because i remember running out in the pouring rain to the street and just collasping to te ground. I also, had a candle lit for Naomi all day and Sadie and I walked to the lake and I let two balloons go. And I sat there and cried. Naomi Hope, mama loves you and misses you so very much. Not a day that goes by that I don't think of you. I see you in your little sister a lot. Please take care of your angel friends up there. Love you sweetpea.

Other things going on: the MIAMI HEAT are in the FINALS! Its funny, how I would have never been a basketball fan had my best friend and her family taken me to a game, VIP status that is! I loved it! And well since theyve been in finals, I have been very fortunate and lucky, to have babysitters, my mom and my sisters to watch her (shes basically sleeping) while mommy would go out with some friends and have a few drinks and watch the game! I love it, its so exciting! I also, had reconnected with that guy. Remember him?! From POF?! I blogged earlier about him! Well we had stopped talking and what not For a few weeks. He wrote me on FB and we exchanged numbers again. The first time i would say i was scared and nervous and made tons of excuses to hang and stuff. But this time around, seems better and I am actually wanting to see him. Well hes came out to a few game watching nights! Yes, mama had a couple drinks and was a bit flirtatious with him. I then began to worry thinking oh what if i only like him when i have had drinks??! Anyone can loosen up and feel good after a few drinks. Well we met up again at the park with Sadie yesterday and it actually went very nice. I found out I am attracted to him. But he does know i have Sadie and I want to include her at times as well as mommy needing her time. He actually wants to take me out on a "date" but a group kinda date tomorrow night, at the local sportsbar to watch the MIAMI HEAT game! He said everything is on him :). He is bringing his friend and another friend of his and i am bringing a friend of mine too. I am excited! Mama even painted her own nails tonight to match my outfit for tmw!

This picture of my best friend and I was taken before on our way to see the HEAT play on tuesday night! They ended up losing! Boo! The must win this one tomorrrow night to pull a game 7 on Tuesday! Lets go HEAT!

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