My labs were changing, my headache that was quite severe never went away, swelling and increasing blood pressures were more than enough my doctor wasn't taking any more chances! So I was on my way to be prepped and in came grandma and off we went! I remember being so nervous being wheeled in to the OR. I remember it being a small room with bright lights and lots of gowned and gloved people in there. I was sitting on the table ready for my shot and I kept thinking I'm not ready im not ready for this. I was so scared. I remember shaking incontrobably after being laid down. Not sure if was medicine or because I was cold or nervous or what.
Then it began and minutes later at 11:00 am exactly my sweet little girl was born! I heard cries and she was brought over to me and I was sort of in a blur was thinking is she mine? I kissed her little cheek and I was on my way to being stitched back together!
And here we are today, 17 months later. It feels like just yesterday I was being wheeled out of hospital with this teeny tiny 4 lb 15 oz baby thinking I have a baby to take home. Now what? How will I do all of this? How can I be responsible for such a tiny little life? But sure enough I have made it and am making it. She is my world, my light, the keeps me going each and every day. She continues to amaze me by the things she does and comes up with. She is so very smart and grows prettier every single day.
I cannot imagine what life was like without her. SHE COMPLETES ME.
17 month old facts:
Knows where her head, teeth are as well as her belly button, toes !
Learned "cold" today and knows what it is!
Starting to eat a bit better and enjoys feeding herself!
Loves the outdoors and Finding Nemo "Ishies" .
Loves her "mama" aka grandma!
Knows eyes and "pee yew" squeezes mamas knows and says it.
Knows to tell me she has "POOPIES"
Gives random hugs and kisses oh so sweet.
Yesterday she said "baby" and kissed my necklace where Naomi is.
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