Saturday Random Thoughts & more

Is it seriously that time already? There is just NO stinking way my little girl is going to be ONE in two months. Please, pass me the tissues, the whole box. How can it be? I seriously feel like just yesterday I brought home this 4 lb 15 oz little glow worm! Gasps! All these days are just blending together. It scares the crap out of me, that before I know it, I will have a teen. Yes, I am thinking that far ahead, in reality, it's right around the corner. I just wanna curl up and cry thinking about it. But that's life. Life happens in the BLINK OF AN EYE. I have to enjoy every single second with my little girl. I can't decide if I want to *try* and make her cake OR cupcakes. Or ask my bestfriend to do them, or another friends sister who they both are AMAZING. what to do?! And where to have her party? Who to invite? Ah! September 16 is right around the corner! Help! Any ideas?! Themes?! I have no clue! I just know I gotta get on the ball!






-As of yesterday, marks a month away from when I will be starting SCHOOL! oh my gosh. I don't think it has hit me yet. I will be a nervous wreck! I am going for medical assisting. I would like to further my education once miss Sadie is in school herself to become a nurse. Until then, this shall do. I am just waiting for my "acceptance" letter and I can officially register! Ah!




Ok. Call me crazy. But I am Trying to think ahead a bit here. Like I said earlier, time flies. Before I know it, I will be busy with school and Halloween will be here! Sadies "first" Halloween she was a little over a month and she was a ladybug! A cute one at that! I am thinking what i should have her be this year! She will definitely be walking by then. Ah she is going to be SO DARN CUTE! a pumpkin? Minnie mouse? A piggy ? (the bf always calls her that as a little joke!) ah so many ideas! I gotta start thinking! Maybe come up with my own ? Ha yeah right, I am not creative. On to the next! :)




Anyone ever try this crazy shiat?! ;) My boyfriends friend has the whole thing and he lent me use the abs part for now! I first tried it 3/4 days ago and let me tell you I have never felt so soar in a long time. But it sure felt good. I felt so sick afterwards and my legs were like jello. Funny how I felt it in my legs the next day and not my abs. My sisters friend said the same thing! I skipped a few days of it and did it 2nd time tonight! Not too bad! I am proud of myself, rollerbladed and did that And ate well today! This mama will be where she wants to be in no time! Any other pointers?! Oh! Has anyone tried or heard of "weighted hula hoops?" I MUST get my hands on one! Came across them in my moms magazine today and yes it's a must! I am in full workout mode! I have never had a toned body and I would love to work at it!





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Bittersweet July 19 2011

Tuesday was like any other day..the boy came over to hang out with Sadie and I at home. I always enjoy his company yet I always think how boring it is for him to always come Over and hang with us. But he always says he loves to see us and just hang he knows I can't get out much without her. Besides I am a full time mommy, which I wouldn't change for the world!

It was nap time for baby Sadie and David and I decided to lay down as well but on the couch. He happened to say to me while laying together "so people ask you about us?" I smile and I say yes, but I tell them we are just dating but that I like him a lot. He goes awe. Then says something along the lines of, would you like to make if official? My mouth dropped. He says, would you like to be my girlfriend? I smiled the biggest smile and said yes! As we kissed and lay there he goes "so July 19". I hadn't known the date, as do I ever. Then I go, OMG, and say awe. I just then realized what that day was, well supposed to be.

Two years ago, that was my due date for Naomi. I was supposed to have her around that time but she came 12 weeks too early on April 27. I explained to him what it was and he said is that good or bad. I said it's good, I feel it's a sign from her. That she's happy for her mama and it's meant to be. So I won't ever forget "our anniversary". My sweetpea.

So I now can officially say I HAVE A BOYFRIEND! It feels amazing! :) I couldn't be happier!


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Where the heck have I been you ask?

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letters, one word. HOME. Home sweet home. I haven't posted in almsot a month, please forgive me. I have been meaning to but kept putting it off and said "tomorrow, tomorrow," you know how that goes. I used to be very avid about blogging. But I have been somewhat distracted. By what you ask? A guy!
Yes. :) Remember when I blogged about that guy from that dating website? Well we have been still talking/dating and he is about over every day now, and visits "his pretty little ladies" he calls us. He always loves to see Sadie, which is a definite plus and a *MUST* if you are going to date mama! We hang out at the house often, watch movies in, take Sadie out for lunch and breakfast trips. It feels so nice. Feels nice to have a good guy around, who treats me right. He is liked by my parents, and other family as well and friends. He doesn't mind hanging in at all and just being with us girls. He makes me happy. He is a keeper so far, even tho we aren't *offcial* yet, I see it coming!
Lets see, what else can I yap about? OH! Most importantly, I HAVE A 10 MONTH OLD! ahhhhh! A what you ask? Yes, I cannot believe it! She is growing up way too darn quick! 2 days ago, she was officialy 10 months old. She weighs 15 lbs, is standing for a few seconds on her own, is on the go now and into things more than ever. She is babbling more and more, and is her smiley self, but lately has been quite fussy. Not sure why, still has no teeth, may be teething! Poor little baby! Still does not sleep through the night, gets up 2/3 times a night and awakens at 5/530/6 am! Yes mama has an early day every morning! She surely keeps me busy and I wouldnt change it! I just recently let her have some "people food" ie, toast and she loves it! Happy 10 months my Sadiekins!!
HOW AWESOME IS THIS !!!? As I am blogging away, I happen to get a text from my dear friend Laura that I won something. That she nominated me for something. I said what was I nominated for? She nominated me for a FREE TOTAL BLOG MAKEOVER AND I WON!!!!!! Holy smokes! This is so weird. The fact I am blogging, and havent in a month and I just receieved that text message. Earlier 2 hrs ago I was online searching and entering contests from TV morning talk shows because I am just so deteremined to WIN SOMETHING ANYTHING! And WHAT DO YOU KNOW!?? I get that text! How awesome is that? My dear friend Laura, she is a sweetheart and has always been there for me through our losses. I really hope to meet her and her family one day. THANK YOU LAURA!!! Can't wait to see and plan this blog make over, it is going to look AWESOME! So stay tuned!!

Tick Tock, the clock don't stop!

Where oh where have I been you ask!? Well let me tell you!

Bullets. I shall do bullets. I've been meaning to blog, but just keep saying the famous "tomorrow I swear I will do it". And well 10 tomorrows later, here we are!

* two weeks severe nausea, and NO I am NOT pregnant people. Two weeks ago On a Tuesday, I went out with some friends to watch the Heat game playoffs. I had a couple drinks and 3 jello shots. Woke up Wednesday morning thinking, lovely, a hangover. But I was wrong. I was severely nauseated for two whole weeks. Could not eat or drink a thing. Lost ten lbs tho! I had wanted to lose 15 lbs but not in that manor! I went to my dr and she even goes "last menstrual cycle ?" I LAUGHED. I said dr, I know for a FACT I am not pregnant. It takes two lady and I have NOT been sexually active for a LONG time. So she said prevacid. I didn't take it because I did not have heartburn. I went back to get my last shot for school and told her it's still there. She wrote prescription for a gallbladder ultrasound due to me having some pains as well. I ended up going to the ER on Saturday morning. I decided I would rather have a full workup done. They drew blood and urine test. They said I was dehydrated. No duh. But that was not my problem. They let me go with anti nausea meds. Thankfully I feel better after two whole weeks but I am still a slight nauseated and food still doesn't appeal to me. It's very odd. I did make an apt with a gastro for the 29th. So we hall see!

* My sweet Sadie officially has her first cold/cough. She woke up with it on the official day of summer, June 21. My poor little baby! The first few days were difficult, feeling like I was back in newborn days. She barely slept, I barely slept but I know as a kid and still as an adult, colds are the WORST. call me a baby when I get one! I pray this leaves her soon! I think I did very well from keeping her from getting sick for 9 months! Don't you?! Today was first day she napped without being interrupted by a stuffy nose! Mama was able to nap too. Felt great!

* Casey Anthony. Heard of her? This "mother" is accused of murdering her 2 yr old daughter, Caylee back in 2008. The case is in Orlando. Opening day was about a month ago almost. I remember living with my ex at the time when the search was made to find this sweet little girl. All of the evidence points to her mother being guilty. It just makes me SICK and full of so much anger. I have been keeping up with this case every day and even downloaded an app on my phone. I really pray this "mother" gets justice. She deserves to ROT in prison. Yes, it is a death penalty case but I would rather see her live in prison. If you want more details, court is on everyday Monday to Friday 9 am to 5 pm. On truTV. old court tv station. Changes to HLN at 3. RIP sweet Caylee.

* Last but not least, my lover boy! Ha. Well, not mine yet but the guy I have been seeing and talking to lately, I am starting to like him more and more BUT, taking it very slowly. The other day he came by for two hrs to hangout with Sadie and I. He usually comes by for 5/10 minutes before work or after gym, to say hi and is off. But this time, he stayed and chatted . I had a great time and I hope it stays this way! Sadie definitely likes him and it makes me smile to see him interact with her! I just do not want my heart broken. And it's not me this time. We are a pair, Sadie and I , so it's us, or nothing!

Looking forward to a good weekend!


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It's been awhile!

I know, I know! I am usually always updating my blog and all! I went MIA for a few weeks. I think I needed! I think I shall backtrack and fill you all in on whats been HAPPENIN!

Well, I had wanted to blog about this day but then I didn't. Made me sad. June 1, marked 2 years since my sweet Naomi passed away. The night before, I made cupcakes suggested by a BLM friend who I am pretty close with, to bring to NICU nurses. My best friend came with Sadie and I to deliver the cupcakes that afternoon. I am so very glad she did because it would have been a LOT harder walking into that hospital on my own. I gave a hug to the head nicu director and she let me say hi to the nurses who were in the back having lunch. They admired Sadie. And explained to some of the nurses "remember Naomi, she was in the back along that wall?". And gosh, I could PICTURE always walking in straight to her. I didnt look at any other baby but her. It was a quick stay and then we left. The smell and elevators I will never forget. Just was sad going back to the same hospital on the same day two years ago. Only difference was that it was sunny and beautiful this time. Last time, it was pouring rain. Ill never forget, because i remember running out in the pouring rain to the street and just collasping to te ground. I also, had a candle lit for Naomi all day and Sadie and I walked to the lake and I let two balloons go. And I sat there and cried. Naomi Hope, mama loves you and misses you so very much. Not a day that goes by that I don't think of you. I see you in your little sister a lot. Please take care of your angel friends up there. Love you sweetpea.






Other things going on: the MIAMI HEAT are in the FINALS! Its funny, how I would have never been a basketball fan had my best friend and her family taken me to a game, VIP status that is! I loved it! And well since theyve been in finals, I have been very fortunate and lucky, to have babysitters, my mom and my sisters to watch her (shes basically sleeping) while mommy would go out with some friends and have a few drinks and watch the game! I love it, its so exciting! I also, had reconnected with that guy. Remember him?! From POF?! I blogged earlier about him! Well we had stopped talking and what not For a few weeks. He wrote me on FB and we exchanged numbers again. The first time i would say i was scared and nervous and made tons of excuses to hang and stuff. But this time around, seems better and I am actually wanting to see him. Well hes came out to a few game watching nights! Yes, mama had a couple drinks and was a bit flirtatious with him. I then began to worry thinking oh what if i only like him when i have had drinks??! Anyone can loosen up and feel good after a few drinks. Well we met up again at the park with Sadie yesterday and it actually went very nice. I found out I am attracted to him. But he does know i have Sadie and I want to include her at times as well as mommy needing her time. He actually wants to take me out on a "date" but a group kinda date tomorrow night, at the local sportsbar to watch the MIAMI HEAT game! He said everything is on him :). He is bringing his friend and another friend of his and i am bringing a friend of mine too. I am excited! Mama even painted her own nails tonight to match my outfit for tmw!


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This picture of my best friend and I was taken before on our way to see the HEAT play on tuesday night! They ended up losing! Boo! The must win this one tomorrrow night to pull a game 7 on Tuesday! Lets go HEAT!








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Random Findings

So, there is this huge trial that started last Monday in Orlando FL (which is 3.5 hrs from me). Casey Anthony vs the state. She is accused of mudering her 2 yr
old daughter Caylee, back in 2008. I was living with my now ex husband at the time when this story broke and how they were on the hunt to find her daughter. There is so many twists and turns going on now in the trial that we as the public Did not know. I personally think she is guilty-to what degree? I don't know just yet. It makes me SICK and so heartbroken. I look at my little Sadie and just it boggles my mind how could anyone do such a thing? She is a young mom and they are painting the picture that she wanted to have the party life and not be stuck as a single mom raising her. For God sakes the woman was out partying and clubbing while her own daughter was "missing". The trial is on every day Monday to Friday 9 am to 5 pm on Trutv (old court tv station). At 3pm eastern time it is showing on HLN. I have been GLUED to the tv all day. I would love love love to go and see a day in this case, but I did a little researching and it may be difficult getting my hands on a seat and especialy since I am not local. :( I would love to plan a road trip up there for the day. Just I would be worried about me opening my mouth in open court to ms Anthony. :/ I personally think she has guilty written all over her face. Nothing adds up. This is also a death penalty case as well. There had only been two woman executed in state of FL they mentioned.

On a lighter note, i came across this piece on TV about gender cakes. I did some googling and I think it is just the CUTEST THING EVER! what you do is, when you go to the dr to find out what you are having, you tell the tech or whoever to not to tell you the sex and just write down on piece of paper place in envelope and then from there you take to your local bakery. They will do up a cake or cupcakes with neutral frosting on outside and pink or blue as the cake itself. You then have family and friends (whoever else) to come over just for the cake ( you can make gifts optional). Then as everyone watches, you cut into the cake or bite into the cupcake and voila! You share that special moment with everyone!! I thought, omg I hope to someday have another little one and I would LOVE to do something like this! What do you think? I found some pictures that are too cute!

Okay, last but not least, you know I have to end with a picture of my sweet little girl! (I have to figure out how to place the pictures with the story or paragraph instead of all at the top! Any helpers?!)

Okay, not really. The picture of the baby with the yellow soap on her head....IS ME!!! can you believe it? I showed it to my mom tonight as she came home from work and she goes "OMG". i asked her how old I was there and she said just shy of being a year old. Wowza! Can you not say that doesnt look exactly like Sadie?!?! :)



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